I So Not Like His Attention

I'm SO unwilling to admit it.

Yes, chemistry is important in any relationship, transient and fleeting though such thunderbolt kinda feeling might be.

I'm not comfortable with you. The moment you rang up to ask if "it's convenient to talk", and the actions so far you've engaged in, makes me suspicious of your motives.

Why you? Why not someone else? Was it because of the bad vibes that I have picked up that makes me so uncomfortable, or the "bad rep" that I've heard so far?

I've been switching off my phone and declining to respond to your calls and SMSes.

Am I destined to choose someone whom I don't reciprocate my feelings for?!

Oh God. I hope not.