A Small Consolation

The only consolation was the possible meeting of P at the continent during lunch break.

I'm a little hesitant. P is highly eligible and by all means a good catch. Even many girls came up to me and sing his praises.

I really didn't want to go through the whole routine of interest, kai kai and ultimate rejection.

It's far too painful and makes me ache inside just to think of it.

Guess lunch will have to wait till after the retreat, in order to better assess the situation. So far, I was only a few keystrokes away to emailing P to tell him that I'm in the same building as he is and to meet up.

I'm sure being the nice man that he is, he won't reject me. The only thing is, will my foolish heart put more meaning to it than what it's worth.

Which is precisely why I hesitate to contact him in the first place, though I sorely need a lunch partner.

Sigh.